Life is really very tough when you start living in a dilemma. The pendulum of your thoughts passes through the mean position constantly. Still, never adheres to it. The pendulum hypnotizes you to an extent where you actually cannot seek a way out. You feel trapped. You brain screams to make a fresh begining towards your dream, something that you love. But everytime you try to do so, you ends up wasting another few precious moments. You stink like a stagnated water. Still, somewhere deep down yourself, a beautiful lotus-y thought is fighting its way out to bloom. To sprinkle a new juvenation & motivation. Let your fears be the water to irrigate your thoughts.